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Name: NICOLE >>RIGHT<<<
Birthday: 12/10/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: HEY peeps. so you wanna know what im interested in...
okey dokey
i love >hangin with my friends<>talking on the phone<>not goin to school<>summer vacations<>staying up late talking one the phone<>talking with don<>hanging out in the halls during class<>HEALTH CLASS WITH MY BALDING BUDDY(BERKLEY)!!!<> lol<>i also love>> goin to the movies<>the mall<>i love boys<>>>everything about them<<< i also love all my friends>>>>JEN!!!DESTINNE,SHELBY D., SLOAN, JOE, BRENDI, JOURNIE, DON, POOH, ALESHA, CAMILLA, SHELBS, TINA, CHELSEA, MERCEDES, ELISE, TINA, DANIEL, RANDY, BEN, CHRIS, ANTHONY, CHRIS W, BRENEN, CARLI, HALEY, EMMA, COURT, REEDY, LUKAS,ALESHA, BRIT,AND BRIT2, STEPH, BRENT, ALEX, ALEX, MEG, DAYTON,PAUL, HAYDEN, KIM....if i left you out im sry, lemme no, and ill add you!!<<<<
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AIM:  CRazY4aGUiTarBOY
Member Since:
2/2/2005
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ok so it is now monday!!! for the past two minutes at least. and all of you that know me know what that means....paul leaves in 15 hours....and as of tomorrow there is only 6 weeks till he comes back. ughhh, that seems like so long. but i heard something today that was very touching..."goodbye is something you say to people who your never goin to see again, its more like, ill see ya later" so today when i see paul, im not gonna say goodbye, im gonna say, ill be seeing you. so i hope that he doesnt say goodbye, that he says..ill be seeing you around. ughhhh-i hope and i pray!!!! lol...but im kinda getting over that part of my life....(jen i think you know what i mean...and if you dont...read ur comments!)
hangin out with jen today...or at least i hope we still are..havent gotten the call yet....jen you gotta let me know. i really hope im helpin you move...thatll be fun..i love moving. dont know why i just do.
ok well im tired and me and the younger girls are having a camp out in the game room so peace!!! | | |
| today is pauls last day!!!!<<im sad, but at the same time i understand how wonderful this opertunity is.(wow i really cant spell!!). im so proud of him for doing this. tomorrow i have to go and tell him goodbye....but i wont just be saying it to paul, ill be saying it to who he is to. if that makes ne since!!
HAPPY FATHERS DAY CHARLIE & DAD !!!!!<<LOVE YA
>>so today we went to arlington and hungout there all day. it was so boring..i did nothing but talk on the phone and sit outside...which iwould rather of done then ne thing else. lol. im gonna miss that house.
>>JENS HOME NOW..i have missed her all weekend!!!!!<<jen call me when you get home...lol, you already told me you would.
>so we went to cozeymels..if thats how you spell it. it was ok, im really full now!!! then once we got bck to TC we went to the knoll and looked at this open house. omg it was amazing..honestly i cant even descibe it...its insane.
i dont know if im gonna be able to see paul before he leaves..i hope that i do...but if not, im gonna call himtonight. hopefully he answers
welll im bored...so imgonna go!!!
The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. | | | |
| omg guys there is only 1 and a half days left
i know we arent close ne more, but the fact that we were is what makes it sad.
>>its been one year to the day since ALEXA LEE WILSON was taken from this world. pray for her family. shes up there with all the angels now<<
>me and susanah went and saw mr.and mrs. smith last night. we were gonna go to the 10:20pm at fossil creek. but we ended up goin to the 9:20 at grapevine mills. i saw TONS of ppl from our school. none of which i ever talk to but there were ppl there. lol. ne ways. while we were waitin for the movie i was lookin through susanahs pictures on her phone and there was one of me and paul makin out. i was very sad to see that. but happy to see some of our good times. ahhh, sweet memories. i set it as the id when i call. lol.
well the movie was great. and everyone in the world should go see it!!!
vball game today. ill update later.
<3nicole
>>edit<<
i went bowling with my family today. it was hella fun. lol. i lost everytime except for the last time. and thats not sayin much cause i only bowled a 98. it was insane.lol. then i took my parents to see where paul lives. then we went and got flowers and took them to ALEXA'S AND JODIES graves. alexas grandma was there so it was really sad. then we came home. and good news...brendi's in town and she might be spendin the night tonight. i have missed her so much. then i talked to kim today and told her i can go with her to san antonio to take paul to the hotel. shes gonna ask him, but it would be so cool if i could!!!! ahhhh. well no idea other than that. but if i dont get to go with paul and kim, then im gonna still say goodbye, then go help jen move!! it'll be alot of fun!!! either way ill end up happy. well sorta!!
alesha's comin back tomorrow!!!!! heck yes!!!
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| i dont wanna think,
cause all i think about is you.
i dont wanna sleep,
cause all i dream about is you.
i dont wanna love,
cause your the only one i ever wanna love.
i dont want you to leave,
caue i dont know who to live without you.
-nicole richardson(thats me) <i miss it more than ne thing
i came up with that just thinkin about how i've been feeling lately. i loved him. and though those are just words...they do mean something. i dont know when ill be ready to move on.....probably not for awhile. but i am working on it. and maybe one day i can look at him and be happy that hes happy..without me.
>>i try to go on like i never knew you. im awake but my world is half asleep. i pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all im goin to be is incomplete<<
p.s.-jen call me if we're gonna hangout tonight. i though we were....let me know.
OHH-IS NE ONES COMMENTS WORKING...CAUSE MINE HASNT ALL DAY!!!!
 <i miss you tay. next year i hope we have classes together
 <<ryan and toups...great times together
 <<health class buddies...dumb and dumber
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| 4 days left I hate the way it all started and ended so fast.
I wish I could go back.. change what I said..
rethink what I did.. and take it one step at a time..
I hate the way i'll never get back what I had..
I'll never get another chance to show you who I really am
I wasn't looking for a lifetime lover.
I was only trying to find someone I can be myself with.
Someone there to share things with.
Someone who would always care..
one who would make me laugh.. and dry my tears.
One who would worry about me..
wonder about me in class.. dream about me..
but most of all
I was looking for someone who wanted to be with me
as much as I wanted to be with them.<<this is what i need to say to paul
^^(the whole 4 days thing) i dont know why im still doin this but it kinda reminds me that time is limited and live it as muchand as best as you can!!!!
worry about your character
not your reputation because
your character is who you `
are && your reputation is ' ;;
what people think you are *
MISSING YOU ISN’T THE HARD PART..
KNOWING I HAD YOU IS WHAT IS <3<<<< oso very true
i wanna be that qirl he`s scared to lose
the one where he [ can`t ] walk away
from knowinq shes mad at him, the one
who can`t fall asleep without her voice
beinq the last one he hears the one he
wouldn`t know what to do without .. <<<<<<<<<i was once that girl for paul...but look were that got me
this is directed to paul:
I'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers do not flow
when heart no longer wonder
and hands are never held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
*when God alone commands me*
*then I'll stop loving you.*<<WROTE IT FOR YOU MY LOVE
paul:
   
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